torstai 9. tammikuuta 2014

R.I.P - Francis Lapointe - Frank Wolf - Society Killed The Teenager

"Suicide is stupid? You wanna know what really is stupid? Hurting someone so much emotionally, that they think suicide is the only answer."


Rest In Peace Francis. I will forever miss you. I just can’t accept your absence. I love you very much and hope you’re soaring high with the angels. May your spirit live on forever. Watch out for us outcasts alright? “They’ll hate you if you’re pretty, they’ll hate you if you’re not” I hope the other side is better for you dear.

Francis Lapointe April 21,1993 - November 25, 2013 Son of Claudette Lapointe and Pierre Beaulieu, passed away tragically on November 25. He will be deeply missed by his parents, his sister Marie-Pier (Christian), his nephew Samuel, his niece Zoélie, many friends and family.

Francis Lapointe was his first and last name,otherwise known as FrankWolf, he was 20 years old and lived in Quebec, Canada. 
He was a model and became famous in social networks for his style, beauty, his cosplays and dedication ... Frank was always lively and friendly ... He died Monday (11/25) by means of suicide. And what led you to do such a thing? The problem was that Frank suffered what is called Cyber Bullying, a type of bullying on internet, the boy received horrible messages, and that caused his death. 
He listened to daily criticism and threats by dressing like a girl, by makeup, for being homosexual. Messages repeatedly mocked the shamed, annoyed, and even condemned to death and later to hell. 
People who don't know him, people who judged only by their sexuality and their appearance. People who leave their routines, to destroy a sweet guy that had nothing to do with their lives. 
The police currently analyzes the case, but it is known that the boy was so disturbing and verbally assaulted and couldn't cope with it any longer. 
It's amazing how in the middle of 2013 there is still homophobic and hate-filled people in the world. And even if these people have never touched a finger at Frank, without any doubt they killed him. 
This is how it works the fundamentalist discourse that dehumanizes and condemns homosexuals and transsexuals, and many many other speeches, "jokes", jokes, reviews that society makes every day against millions of people because of their sexual orientation and gender identity. 
Now these speeches encourage hatred and violence and now, destroy the victim inside the point that living becomes a torture. 
Rest in peace Francis Lapointe 4/21/1993 – 11/25/2013





About Me
Hi, my name is Frank Wolf. I will turn 18 in April (I will be an adult...Scary!) My first language is french, and i basically taught myself english and japanese.
I will learn spanish and madarin soon. I currently live in Montréal. I was born & lived here all my life.
 Photography has always been such a big part of my life.. i've been taking my own photographs since i was about 15...
They used to be mainly simple self-portraits and i'd post them online..
 Over time some people started to follow my work and it went on from there.
 To be able to do what i love is all i could've asked for. And i'm ever so grateful about everybody's huge support!
Dislikes
Annoying people. Unhealthy food. People that pollute. Fighting.
Favorite Music
Pop. Electro. House.


"Hey everyone, i'm Frank! 

I recently got into modelling and this is a passion for me. My first language is french, and I basically taught myself english. Modeling has always been such a big part of my life. I've been taking my own photographs since i was about 14... they used to be mainly simple self-portraits and i'd post them online.. 
My style is kind of different from people I know, and i'm crazy on the inside. I'm very funny and random, I love to laugh and to act like a fool but I can be serious when needed. I currently have white hair, but I change them very often. 

I am open-minded. Dress me as a girl or as a boy if you want. Make-up doesn't bother me. 

I am mobile and can move anywhere in Montréal. I also have quite a flexible schedule. I can be contacted via Facebook, which I check on a daily basis, don't hesitate for any questions, I love to answer them! 
www.facebook.com/xFrank.Wolf"



Hi Frank :) How society responds to your style? They criticize, are aggressive or conversely approve of it?


There’s always some head turnings and people that always stare at me in the subway. They look at my face, then my chest and most of them seems confused haha! I think our society is very close-minded, at a point where a boy with feminine features and long hair can’t really have it’s place in there. Some people are of course agressive with my style and aren’t afraid to bash me. Some just call me Madam/Miss ( my voice is so deep, how comes they don’t notice?! ) but I always get a lot of smiles whenever I go :) 


Hi :) You say that you identify as male and neutral, just wondering what pro-nouns you prefer. Like would you rather be referred to as "he" or as "they" ?


”He” for sure :) The only thing I consider ”neutral”, like I said before, is probably clothes and styling/accessories. I don’t see why long hair should belong to girl, as well as the makeup, hair dye, nail polish, etc. I previously said that clothes should be neutral but maybe I wasn’t clear enough; I will never wear high heels, skirts and such in public. I think that men have ALL the rights to wear these kind of clothing in public though, but they should expect to be judged by the others.

I was wondering... are you a male or female model? Cause you're awesome in both sides o.o


I model as a ”female” most of the time since photographers are always impressed to see that I can pull off feminine clothing quite well! ^_^

sorry for asking this but I would like to know if you are gay or bi?


makes me laugh everytime when i see this. seems like the ”straight” option is never pronounced.

How old are you? And are you single or takin'? :]


I’m ageless and single. Life is too short to share it with someone.



Frankwolf. Now for those who don’t know who he is/was he was a model/cosplayer who lived in Canada. He took his life on November 25, 2013. They claimed that he was bullied.Now there are a bunch of stuff going around saying he faked his death or that he’s just sick and will be back and ALSO the famous “he was hacked” argument. 
I don’t know about you guys, but if I WASN’T dead and all of this stuff was going around I would have said something by now. May he Rest In Peace.
I’m sure all of us will miss him. So many young inspiring people are taking their lives these days because no one was there for them when they truly needed somebody.  He was an inspiration to many people. It just hurts to see people over and over not being able to accept the fact that he’s gone. Let him rest. You’re only tormenting yourself by living in denial. I wasn’t going to make this post in general, but since no one is posting all the proof in one setting nobody knows what to believe.







tsumetai namida wo tataete
toki ga michiru koro
anata wa hikari wo sagashite
yami wo hiraku darou
When you are overflown with cold tears,
and when the time is ripe,
you'd probably have sought out light,
and shattered darkness.
akane no utagoe
sono mune wo somete yuku
eien ni kogarete
chiriisogu shirabe no you ni
The Persian-red singing voice
slowly dyes your chest the same color,
as if it's an eternally yearning
and swiftly dispersing melody.
kagayaku sora no shijima ni wa
watashi no niwa ga aru
itsuka anata ga tadoritsuku
migiwa no kanata ni
In the stillness of the shining sky
is my backyard garden.
Some day you will finally reach
the other side of the shore.
tsuki wo mamoru yoru no yami ga
sasayaku komuriuta
nakanai kodomo no hitomi ga
yume ni nureru made
The night's darkness, while guarding the moon,
whispers along a lullaby, on and on,
until the eyes of the children,
who no longer cry, become soaked in dreams.
sayonara
nidoto wa aenai anata dakara
itoshiku kuruoshiku
yoru wa mune wo eguru you ni
Farewell...
Since I will never see you a second time,
it feels like my chest is being hollowed out
by the night, dearly and madly.
kagayaku sora no shijima ni wa
anata no ie ga aru
tsuki no ochiru yami no mukou
minamoto e kaeru
hosoimichi
In the stillness of the shining sky
is your home of return.
Beyond the darkness where the moon sinks
is a narrow path that leads you
back to the beginning.


https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HM8X1M10sBM

torstai 19. joulukuuta 2013

Sadness And Sorrow

Don't tell me I don't have a reason to be this unhappy and I should open my eyes and look around me. That only proves what you know about me, that you can't imagine what I see through my eyes and what's happening inside my head.

Ah, depression hit me again. Just because i accidentally listened sad music -.- I´m pathetic i know. And i´m sorry for even being here. I should be somewhere else, far away from everyone. To keep my thoughts on myself. Never open up to anyone. Just disappear. I´ve been thinking about disappearing just for sudden. Close up my phone or just dodge everyone. But aside from that, i don´t want to be alone, because when i´m alone, all the thoughts of mine comes crashing back and i´ll break under them. But if i´d disappear, i could be free, free from the chains of this sorrowful life, just be. Though i wouldn´t be able to handle being alone for long, so i would disappear from the whole world. Because handling to be alone, to think about everything, i couldn´t. That would be it.
I have low self-esteem and i´m always jealous of everyone, i look up to everyone because i feel like i´m down. I´m the one always failing and screwing things...
I don´t want you to tell me "Everything will be fine" Because it wont. You only see me from outside. You don´t know how i feel inside. Because even if i feel pain, i´ll smile. It´s my protection. Everyone thinks that if that person smiles, she´s/he´s okay. Wrong. I´ll smile because i want to hide myself, my true emotions. Of course i smile for real sometimes too, but i don´t have many moments in my life anymore to smile for real. And the laughter of mine, i don´t know if it´s even real.
Sometimes after i smile, i know that it´s not happiness when i feel like crying after the smile. You might see it sometimes but sometimes i just cover it up with another smile or look somewhere else.
I can´t speak about my problems because it feels terrible even when i think about speaking with someone. And then i feel that they´re going to judge me. And ask me too many things, and i´m not able to answer. I´m always crying  when i speak about it. My chest hurts, my head may spin, i feel sick... I don´t even know for sure where this is all coming from. But i´m thinking it started from stress. Then it got only worse...

Once again, i´m sorry

Put a gun to my head and,
Paint the walls







And i´m about to lose my one and only true friend from school, i know i might look like a little kid to be sad about losing a friend who might be moving to the other place but i would be really sad... Because i really don´t talk with the others from my class, because it´s hard...i don´t know. I´m shy and is hard for me to make new friends. I´ve lost so many friends by moving around when i was a kid and always got sad about it. Maybe it left some mark on me.

Tearing You Apart


We should not shed tears
That is a surrender of the body to the heart
It is only proof
That we are beings that do not know
What to do with out hearts




Joululoma lako meikäl eilen, ei kyl yhtää joulult tunnu ku ei oo pahemmin pakkasia eikä luntakaan näy ku jotain paskaa jäätä vaan johon sit liukastuu @^@ Not nice.
Tosi nice ku taas tuli läjäpäin tehtävii joululomaks... GUYS! Se on loma prkl. Ei silloin mitää tehtävii tehä. Silloin nukutaa vittu puolee päivää ja tehää mitä tehää. EI TEHTÄVIÄ. Sitä paitsi mul on tehtävii rästis @w@ Kuolen.

Jouluks tulee toivottavast enemmän massii ku mitää muuta vaik ei se kiva joululahjana ookkaa. Mut muuten tulee sellast kamaa mitä en tarvi ja se on sit lojumas vaatekaapis/lattial vuosikaudet. Tosi tarina.

Tämän päivän tylsyys vielä kuvina. Laitan vaikka seuraavaa postauksee sit enemmän :3








perjantai 13. joulukuuta 2013

Happy Day

Tänää aamulla lähin siskon luo Kouvolaan, aamulla siinä ennen yheksää heräsin ja lähin sitte 10.31 junalla kouvolaan päin. Junas tuli vähä paska tilanne ku konduktööri (tykkään tost sanast) sano ettei pelkkä opiskelija kortti käy. Olin siin vähä paskat housus ku käteist ei ollu enempää, mut se sano et tän kerran sitte käy. Onneks takas tulles eri konduktööri ni pääsin juniori hinnal ;)

Oottelin sitte siellä asemalla vähä aikaa ku siskon bussi ei tullu ja se sitte käveli sinne.
No, siitä sitte alettii kiertelee kauppoi, käytii ginassa, H&M:ssä ja sellasissa. Sen jälkee sit mentii hesee syömää ;) = lisä läski täältä tullaan. Sisko makso koska ❤ 
Sit käytii nörttiluolas x3 = pelikaupas mis oli paljon hyvii pelei ❤ *--* Ja ihanainen siskoni osti mulle Bleach SOUL RESURRECTION ps3 pelin mulle ! ❤ Maksan kyl takaasin mut kuitenki se osti sen :3 + mulle kivan paidan joululahjaks :)) Ihanainen kun on 

Syömisen jälkee lähettiiki sit siskon talolle, siel juteltii ja katottii miljoona vuotta vanhoi salkkareit ;3 Naurettii niille ja leikin sit kans Veeran kans. Söpö hauveli jos ihmettelet 


Sitte oli jo aika lähtee, lähin sillä 17.50 bussil mihin tuli vähä kiire ku piti rahaaki nostaa varmuuden vuoks jossen ois päässy sillä juniori hinnal. Heippa halit ❤ :") 

Kuitenki bussi lähti sen melkee 10 minuuttii myöhäs joten ei ois ollukkaa mikää kiire. 

Joudun sitte kylmäs viel kävelee kotii koska äiti ei vastannu puhelimee ^^" Mut ei se mitää :3 


JA EN LINTSANNUT. Oli vapaa päivä ;3 


Oli tosi kivaa taas vaihteeks :) Nyt ku on ollu maassa aika pitkää ja muutenki ni tää piristi kivast. 

Otan uusiksi ❤ !

#Ilovemysister




(tiiän, puolet tekstist meni oudost ;A;)


En.Kestä

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZqrFj_nh1SM

Nu-nu-nu-nuudeli nu-nu-nu nuudeli XD
Kaikkee se tää youtuben ihmeellinen maailma sisältää.
Tunnen myötähäpeää.


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EhSWMkTB9DM

Tää nyt oli läppä video mut joo XD
Vittu mikä kommentti --> "Ootko jo 18 ja oliko toi kalja oikeeta"

keskiviikko 11. joulukuuta 2013

Where Am I?

Tuli yhtäkkii sellanen kysymys päähän.

Miks miä oon tääl?

Mitä hittoo miä oikee teen?

MIKÄ MIÄ OIKEE OON?

maanantai 9. joulukuuta 2013

Let It Go

The snow glows white on the mountain tonight
Not a footprint to be seen
A kingdom of isolation and it looks like I'm the queen
The wind is howling like this swirling storm inside
Couldn't keep it in
Heaven knows I tried...

Don't let them in, don't let them see
Be the good girl you always had to be
Conceal, don't feel, don't let them know
Well now they know

Let it go, let it go
Can't hold it back anymore
Let it go, let it go
Turn my back and slam the door
And here I stand
And here I'll stay
Let it go, let it go
The cold never bothered me anyway



Tänää taas koulun jälkee tuntu hirveen ahistavalta... Oli tosi inhottava taas istua bussis ku tuntu et koht alan itkemää. Kotii ku pääsin ja katoin peilii, näytin ihan silt ku voisin alkaa itkee ihan minä hetkenä hyvänsä. Mut nielin mun kyyneleet. Oon itkeny ihan liikaa jo... eikä se tunnu kivalt ku ei pysty lopettamaa. Sit ku hirvee stressiki iskee päälle koulun kans...

Olo on onneks jo vähä paremmalt tuntuu. Ja yllättävä kyllä, joululaulut piristää c; En hirveesti joululauluista diggaa mut kyl niitäki välil voi c: Vähän voisin ehkä joululahja listaaki tänne tehä mut en oikeestaa tiiä mitä haluun... Täs on pari mitä mieles:
  • Rahaa ( läväreihin ja vaatteisii c: ( emp x3 ) )
  • Hiusväri(?) ( blondaava ja sit sininen c: )
  • Levyi ( ehkä c: Joku GazettE vois olla ihan kiva c: )
  • Iron man 3 ( DVD )
  • Wolverine ( Uusin ofc c: )
Eipä oikee muuta taida olla :3 Ku sain viimisen kuluvan vuoden aikan melkee kaikki mitä tarvin: puhelin, järkkäri ja uus läppäri :3 So~


Hauskaa Joulun Odotusta c: !